PROPHECY OF THE SEASON

Eng Han spoke the above in the OVPM. I wish I could recall more of the prophecy.

Teach her to fear You, oh Lord.

Don’t be despised of your youth or young age.

You will now say,

“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”

You will say,

“Nothing is impossible.”

You will not say, “I cannot do this. I cannot.”

Because you can do it.

You will be great.

You will turn every obstacle into an opportunity.

You will turn every obstacle into an opportunity.You will speak with such humility, yet with power.

I speak power to you. Power. Power. POWER.

Christian my classmate practised the Gift on me in SOT today.

Have boldness.

It’s not fear, but somehow you don’t have enough courage.

Be bold. Have courage. Don’t worry.

CGL.

“How do you feel,” I asked.

She replied, “V good…. U are the winner I feel.”

(Wow-ed)

If I still don’t believe, what is faith to me then?

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For assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. – Matt 17:20

TGIF, TGIPH

*Yawnnnn*

What a way to start off my day. Discipler woke me at 8 plus am in the morning, and I had to call her back to check if she’s alright or something.

So we talked, and talked, brainstormed about the games for tonight’s BBQ ‘homecell’, thought about the activities and itinerary, blah, WHILE MY BRAIN STILL IN DREAMLAND, that I had to drag it back on earth.

I was terribly wide awake when the call(s) finally ended. Thanks ah. It gave me time to end off the last book, and start on Genesis. Hurray!

So excited about tonight! I’m trying to practise the homecell skills later tonight, before my test. Phew.

Thank God is Friday, thank God is Public Holiday.

(Kacy taught me that, can’t you believe it)

I CAN’T WAIT FOR THAT TO COME TRUE.

Till then, I’m visualizing conceiving in the deepest realms in my thoughts, giving it life and body, holding it in my hands; teary-eyed, and giving thanks.

I SIMPLY CAN’T WAIT. The excitement’s too intense of ecstasy.

Too good to be true. But IT IS TRUE.

Antibiotics & painkillers + limp…. Still REJOICE!

Just trying to put up something funny. Haha.

I am injured, on the foot. The wound was inflamed and swelling like “red juicy tender flesh“, quoting the doctor. (I love that apt description)

Yeah, so now, got to “not be lazy” (quoting doc again) and finish my course of medication, especially the antibiotics, and be diligent in my changing of bandage. Plus, try and walk as if I had no limp at all.

Did I mention, I was refrained by my doctor from wearing any covered shoes, even sandals that are not fat and broad in the front? -.- I said, “Then how about this,” pointing at the blue not-my-size-but-bigger flip flops. He nodded.

To School and BBG, with that pair of flip flops I am going with. *dreads the unglam-ness*

Anyway, I won’t go to the process describing how I got SUPER terrified that my foot might need a minor op, according to my very caring sot-mates, and how I kept texting people how terribly fearful I was..

Cos I was visualising the whole process of cutting it up, then comparing it to cruxification, or at least the piercing of the nail.

Amazing; how my mind works…

Yes, it’s still very painful now. That kind of pain gave me a revelation of Paul- his thorn in the flesh. I heard he walked with a limp too. But he never had a chance to get out of it…

Hmm.. So see! I’m still VERY happy what. Didn’t you know, rejoice in ALL circumstances?

Very sleepy now.

(P.S. I hope the ushers won’t chase me out cos I’m wearing slippers…)

Among all the ‘W’s…

Can you imagine me, PREACHING The Word?

Haha. I am, going to, in fact.

By faith!

Can’t believe that I was selected.

My jaw dropped, and a HUGEEE “Huh?!” came out.

Haha. HE is very humourous lor.

*jitter-jitter!!!*

I Am A World Changer in a Now Generation!!!

Yo yo yo!

Wow, Dr Avanzini’s sermon today was super plus super duper! So good that it woke me up from my “hibernation” from blogging.

Above: Rev Dr John Avanzini

The message really moved me, and caught me jotting down precious notes on my brand new $14 notebook. Anyway, point is, it was so touched that I teared after the whole session in the p&w. “You will never be poor again” rang at the back of my mind again and again. Immediately I went to fulfill the BF at the end of the service.

Really sowing in tears this time. With thoughts of unpaid school fees, unmet needs, inability to go missions, retreats etc, it scares me thoroughly. It was not a lot, but now that was my precious precious that I gave. Really. But at least, I fulfilled my pledge. I kept my promise.

For You will remember my sacrifice,

You will remember those tears,

You will remember this season,

And do what You have promised.

It tingles the heart by such words I wrote.

Anyway, us BBG-ians already had the absolute honour to have Dr Avanzini to minister and teach us on Thursday night. And I was seated in my favourite so-called Pastor’s Seats. haha. I was covering the event for CityNews as well. So, one net catch two fish, double honour, double anointing, double portion. hahaha.

This prophet of God is amazing la. Too good to be true, right in front of our eyes. His wisdom is simply to be described as, not-as-a-mind-of-a-human. His disciple, Pst Patrick Ondrey, was as good as his teacher! He was our chapel teacher in SOT last Monday, and bam! I was blown off, with the same kind of anointing plus the energy of the younger man, weeping as I copied notes, making all the felt pen’s ink leak across pages.

Above: Pst Patrick Ondrey (right) and wife Sister Rhonda

Abit too much you say? But it was true! The tearstains on the paper was evidence of how the HS touched me, with an unveiled bit of that vision to me. I saw faces of friends and relatives, and my POSITION OF INFLUENCE that was given. How I should just EMBRACE the vision, crying out to Him, “How! I don’t know anything! I don’t have anything! I can’t do anything how!” And yet, I know I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Bam! Too much of revelation. Slowly chewing on it. But I know, it is all part of the Plan….. That’s where Faith comes in…

Anyway my article will be uploaded on Citynews.sg soon. So will publicise it here too! I explained more about this great man of God in it! Stay tuned!

Super blessed! Incredibly moved. I’ll be in for a great time tmr morning too! More more more!

(And my epm with my discipler.. haha. I hope she manages to wake me up.)

Is it a technology thing?

Nowadays,

People write like this. (handwriting I meant)

!@#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#

I spent half the time squinting, analysing, observing and trying to interpret in what kind of mystery tongues these people are writing.

Totally awed.

Now with all the laptops, desktops, palmtops, the handtop (top of the hand = fingers) cannot write legibly, is it?

The A no longer looks like A. The keyboard has no character that resembles those of their works so I can’t describe to you.

If I wrote those in Primary School, my teacher will send me home with dozens of other books to do corrections with pencil, over and over again, until I get it right. Why I know, you say? Because I had a problem of cursive-ing my e to be c, and c to be e.

Well, at least I learnt. For the rest of my life, I don’t get to aggravate people with handwriting issues.

So please, write properly and legibly. Make yourself known. Don’t speak to me in mysteries to me, and make me speak in part, interpret in part.

Testing My Patience!

Really.

Many things been happening, from the least least significant things of all in life.

They happen to allow me so easily triggered off to anger, so easily the “tsk” sound will come out, so easily I will give the “Death’s Stare”, so easily the frown comes up, so easily the Blink might come out, the logic behind quarrel appearing at the back of my mind, and of course, the telling-off part.

To all sorts of people I meet. Strangers. Friends. Neighbours. Whoever. Whatever.

Trust me to do that.

And the thing is the happenings don’t seem to be ending here, reason because I am still in it, you see, manifesting.

I never remembered I was like this when I was young. Used to be bullied, being the meek, gentle, quiet, silent, alone, SHY one who never makes a sound.

I must have caught it along the way.

Talk about manifestation to me again.

Sigh.

Will change, and overcome it for sure…

Discipleship keeps you keeping on!

I’m just back from BBG at RiverWalk (new venue), aka Business Breakthrough Group, where you dream dreams and see visions. Haha, anyhow create tagline. If you want to be invited by me, check out www.bbg.com.sg.

My countenance’s so different when I went and when I’m back. Thanks to the great message, fellowship, and discipleship. Three cheers to my Discipler for the strengthening.

She, being as prophetic as ever (haha), can almost read my mind. As we held hands and worshipped, then Pst Ming said, “Hold hands with your neighbour.” We were like, oh hahaha. Because Pst talked about the topic of Discipleship, (again, its the season), so then he said, “That’s why you need a discipler.” We looked at each other, and were like, oh hahahahahahaha.

So funny.

Anyway I felt much better now, after ‘raining down’ those ‘tiny buckets of water’.

I’ll stir myself up for tomorrow, surely!! And it’s Friday, oh PTL. Saturday is going to be really exciting. Keep the flame burning alive!!

“For now we can say, let the weak say I AM STRONG.”

I feel FAITH

Sigh, you don’t know how much I miss London. You really don’t know. I don’t know the limit to how much a person can covet for something that much, but if there was a limit, I think mine’s almost nearing the top.

Just imagine your gmail account. If God has one, it will prompt up every now and then with an email shouting, “I MISS LONDON.” I think his inbox might be possibly flooding with my “complaints” that why I’m not there that soon yet, where my heart’s desire truly is.

But anyway, my topic today is, how I feel faith (not for going Europe- yet), but just about how I got “rescued” from a massive jam in JB just now.

I went shopping with family after School today. I got a pair of black skinnies, with a weird out-of-fashion bootcut, which I thought ok la fine, anyway whatever I wear becomes nice, so I got it. Chey… haha.

There was a jam back at peak hour of 6.35pm. And we were at the far end of JB nearing Malacca. 7pm and we still almost within walking distance of that place. Goodness, when would we ever get back, you say. My dad was saying that we might get back home earliest at 9pm. (!!!)

Tired and extremely sleepy, I thought I’ll just say in my heart and tell Him to let me come back by 8pm. I remember  saying, “I know it sounds really illogical, (knowing if the far end of JB is already jammed, what more the notorious Causeway?), but I know You can do something about it, anyhow.”

So I napped a little, by the time I woke, the car was at Singapore customs. And time check, 7.30pm.

I reached my doorstep at 7.50pm. Ten more minutes extra, to sit here in front of the computer to share this little testimony.

Pretty cool huh.

Very good la. I feel more stable now. Previously I was questioning myself about faith levels and overly cautious of any hinderances that might be clogging my passway to the deepest part of the Tabernacle. Yes, those hinderances, were those doubts of hinderances themselves.

Now I feel more secure.

Woo.

Very good, very good!

By the way, I really miss London…

Be A Good Overseer To Your Flock

Hi there!

See. My sheep so cute!

I love those faces! So cute! Esp the bottom right one.

I’m just back from Ldr’s Mtg at Riverwalk. The itinerary for the next few weekends sounds so super cool! I wish I had that when I was saved. Ha. It was good, I felt. Personal touch is the key to better connection and communcation.

Last Tuesday, we had meeting with Pst Kong at JW too. I was having school in the morning as usual, then afternoon went to finish off my CL bible study with Krys, then go back to JW for that. So packed right? But it was really really very exciting. I teared and teared when he addressed that to the mass, “You will never be poor again.”

Yah. That’s what we need. Not just financially, but in all aspects!

Ok, by the way, my discipler’s chastening me over the phone now. Haha.

Oh well, it will take time I guess. Time to show you are a Giver. Sigh, loving can be so tired and I totally don’t feel like doing it, but, but let us grow up and take a leadership role.

Yeah, YOU, the Leader.

Not again, I hope.

Though I’d hate to admit it,

I must say,

I feel it creeping up the corners of my heart once again…

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HS is prompting me something. He makes me see the things with His light. Maybe I will write that Letter afterall. Whether to pass it or not, I’ll see how it goes.

But problem recognised.

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The things of the heart

are so complicated.

Once careless,

you’d fall for it

and into it

worst than the first time you ever did.

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Hebrews 4:7

As was said before:
“Today, if you hear his voice,
do not harden your hearts.”

Resurrection

This is what we concluded at the end of lesson today. Phew, finally we are done with Resurrection of The Dead and Eternal Judgment. It had been very exciting, especially resurrection, though eternal judgment can be rather lengthy and dry and theoretical.

So.. Good. I reckon myself to be under 2nd contingency. Ha. Then fly up to the sky to meet in the clouds. Not bad, sounds pretty good.

Anyway, today was quite bad la. I was trying to keep myself from “floating” away quite a few times though I was seated on what we call “Pastor’s seat”. Best seat of all. Yet it can be tough, very tough, restraining my soul from going away from the body. “The soul is willing, but the flesh is weak.” Very weak.

So hoping tmr will be better! In fact, I just woke up from a 3-hour nap at 7.30pm. More like deep sleep I must say. But satisfying. Wondering what time I should go to bed later tonight…

Woa, N’s facebook is super exciting. And the article some guy posted about her.. Amazing plus amazing plus amazing I thought. Aiyah, why am I so super blessed to have her as friend-cum-leader, when people outside are “worshipping” (admiring sounds better btw) her like celebrities, idols, role models, getting autographs etc.. And I, or we, get to see her every week regularly if not more. Hahahaha. Very good very good. We are really quite blessed I must say!

(Man, I’m so thirsty. Off to get some ice cubes.)

Whoppee, I’m back…

Hi all of you still present at Intense Ecstasy,

Haha. I’m back to this place. Jeff just reminded me that I should not neglect my “talent” (er I don’t know abt that yet), but still I thought I don’t neglect the things I love to do most!

Yes, so I will be back here more often I promise (*hooks fingers*), despite my coming busy busy schedule. Anyway, I’m so eager to experience more and more and more!

Like for this weekend, I was with Nanz at the SME Marketplace Fiesta at Expo Hall 1. Pictures are either found on my Facebook or Nanz’s. Ha. So I shall save the trouble of uploading here. Not as if wordpress’s uploading is as efficient as Fb’s.

So, it was really cool. It’s so fun, and so “me” to try and chat up every (friendly) fellow vendor, as well as all my (nice) booth visitors. Some were really amiable and said many good things, and of course, offered their precious help to help us with the data collection of our new online portal.

Pastor Kong, Pastor Tan dropped by too; the legendary ones. Pastor Bob was my booth neighbour. Haha. Pastor Eileen came to be real “model”. Moses Lim and Jack Neo came to autograph and support NanzInc too. Teacher Jack was very nice to have still remembered this poor little student of his with a friendly hug.

It was very fun, although I sincerely felt that the committee could have done a better job in marketing the event. First, I thought there wasn’t a need to give exclusive interviews. The TV/radio stations couldn’t come then. And I always thought the Chinese papers had more “power” in terms of their viewership and their target audience always seemed like those who frequent fairs like these!

Besides, it’s Business Times. Jeff and I reckon we are dealing Corporate toward Consumer, not Corporate to Corporate or packaged like some internal Trade Fair. The cab driver who took me there this morning didn’t know about it. And we missed out quite a bit. Never underestimate the network of taxi drivers.

Anyway, it was good experience and I met many many friends and recognised many many faces. I was so happy to see so many of my international friends from School, as well as Genecia, my angel Siew Yan (haha), Kayla, Tammy, Jack etc etc. Too many can’t remember!

I met this lady who did my survey, and I loved her scent. Being me, I will compliment and ask what the fragrance was. Ha. Turned out to be this……..

The scent is beautiful. How to describe smell?

Anyway, I’m so allured by it. And that tops my covetous wishlist. Hee hee. Who is going to airport? Duty-free mah…

So happy. Today is a happy day. This weekend is too happening. I can’t describe in one entry! Let me continue. Tmr I got School.

YES WEEKDAY AGAIN! Wooooo.

I Love My Super Iron Sharpener

Woohoo! This place is pretty neglected I notice. But hey, it’s the start of my NEW LIFE JOURNEY boy. You’ve really been missing out quite a bit!

Okay first up, I’ve just been enrolled into THE School. So yes, had my Orientation yesterday… So.. yeah not bad la but that’s not the point.

Point is, yes I’ve started School. And the whole thing’s like, Harry Potter. Bad analogy I know. But, I’m relating everything I have to HP’s. Headmaster… Homework… Discipline Master… The “Magic”… You speak mystery words. Ha. Chasing “Dementors” Haha. (That’s a good one for those who know)

Okay, back to my topic. Today’s the First Day of School, after Orientation. And share with you this Revelation I had when I came home at 7pm.

“Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend.”

-Prov 27:17

It takes iron to sharpen iron. Sharpening a knife requires iron at least as hard as the knife. Once sharpened, a knife is bright, sharp, and ready for much more productive service.

All thanks for the training in the morning at School, which made me extra sensitive. And SUPER thanks to my SHARPENER ! (I shall address as this from now on)

Haha. Cos I just feel so sharpened, cos just left her place for work. The amazing thing is, I actually thought of this verse, merely by impression not word by word but I googled it, WHEN I HAVEN’T READ IT BEFORE IN MY LIFE.

Proverbs 27:17.

I will remember this verse for a looonnnnggg time!!! I feel so strongly for it!!! Which includes Pst Phil Pringle’s sermon chapel for us on Leadership and Discipleship!

I love my “Sharpener”, who can be very fun and cute and super!!! And reminds of Dash from Incredibles, including mixture of EVERY of the superhero member.

Hahahahahahaha. Trust me, this one is THAT super.

I NEED A CAR!!!!

I need a car, and a license to drive!!!!!!

I DON’T CARE. U ASKED ME TO GO. I WENT. NOW SO U PROVIDE! U PROVIDE ME!

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Breakthrough. Prosper.

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I DON’T CARE. I’M GOING TO BUG YOU FOR IT UNTIL YOU GIVE ME IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRYCRY LIKE ZOE TO DADDY.

I know You will not give me a scorpion when I ask for an egg.

I know You will not give me a serpent when I ask for a fish.

I know You will not give me a stone when I ask for bread.

And I know when I ask, You will give; seek and I will find, knock and You will answer.

But…

How do I know I really would get there?

What if….

What if….

I don’t

…….

…….

Oh no. .

Why is it such a chore?

I don’t understand.

Why is everything seeming to be a chore?

I’m getting bit shaky here ya feeling it?